As Helen Tunstall took the jacket off of Benny, she was remembering seeing the gravestone of Eleanor Hinton as she passed by. Next to it, there was a smaller grave, for an infant girl. The date on both markers was the same year, 1942. Then, where did...?
He had always told her the mother didn't want the baby, but she never had believed him. She had always suspected the baby was Eleanor's. But if Eleanor's baby was buried beside her, then where had their baby come from?
And, who...how...where had Arlissa come from? Had Mrs. Hinton had more than one daughter who had given birth to a child out of wedlock? Or was Arlissa actually Mrs. Hinton's daughter? Maybe belonging to Zeb's grandfather?
"Have I been wrong all these years about our Rosie?" she said aloud.
"What, what about Rosie?" Jake asked as he came in from parking the truck.
"Oh, nothing. I was just thinking out loud. I was remembering the funeral. It was a lovely service, wasn't it?"
"I'm hungwy, Gwamma," stated Benny.
"Sure, would you like a glass of milk and a cookie? We have lots of cookies right now."
"Yes, Gwamma, I'd wike dat! Can I go out to pway?
"No, not today, dear. Didn't Miss Hawkes let you go outside for awhile?"
"Yes, but she not hab no kitt'ns, wike you does."
"Let's do some coloring on your coloring book instead, okay?"
"Otay."
They went into his room and sat at the little table in the corner and she took out his crayons and coloring book. 
Meanwhile, back at the hospital, Arlissa had left for awhile and Granny sat slightly elevated in her hospital bed, reminiscing...
The woman had come for her in the middle of the night, with news that Eleanor had just given birth to a baby girl, and most likely would not make it another day...
Carla
 Sanderson knew she could never, should never, make such important 
decisions about someone's  home without at least consulting them, so she
 decided to go visit the hospital and talk to at least Arlissa first.
So
 she went to the hospital and inquired about Mrs. Hinton and her 
granddaughter. She was sent to the sunroom where she found Arlissa 
sitting, watching the drizzling raindrops and feeling as though the 
weight of the world was resting on her shoulders.
"Hey,
 there, little girl! You look as though you just lost your last friend,"
 Carla gushed, then realized how that sounded since Arlissa's best 
friend was just buried that day. "Oh, my! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to 
say..."
"That's
 okay, Mz. Sanderson. I understand. I was feeling kinda blue, settin' 
here, lookin' out at that Fall rain drippin' down the winders. What are 
you doin' here? Visitin' somebody?"
"No,
 actually, I came looking for you. I got something I want to talk to you
 about. You know how, every so often, Miss Hetty takes it into her head 
to be helping somebody?"
"Ye-e-e-s? And?"
"Well,
 she decided to make cleaning up your all's farmhouse a thing for our 
lady's group to take care of, so...they're all out there working on it 
and it's my job to pick out the paint to repaint the walls. But I didn't
 want to do it without talking to you first."
"Ah...I
 see. We're her next project, then?" Arlissa sat back in her chair and 
felt her mood darken a little bit more. She and Granny had never been 
the object of anybody's project or charity. She didn't know how Granny 
was going to react. Granny took great pride in being self-sufficient. 
"Please,
 I know it's hard to have people doing for you, but their hearts are in 
the right place. You know, if somebody wants to do for you, it gives 
them a blessing. We like to do for others because it makes us feel good 
inside. You know? When you don't let others do for you, you're robbing 
them of that feeling. Believe it or not, you can get a blessing just by 
being one."
"Well...when
 you put it that way...it does make sense. I jist hope I can convince 
Granny of it. I'll jist use the same words you used with me, I reckon."
"I
 was wondering, could you maybe come with me to Harvey's Hardware and 
pick out the colors you would like to see in the house and what rooms to
 put the colors in? Then, you're gonna have to do a mighty good acting 
job when you come out and see the house. Would you do that for me, 
please?"
"We won't be gone long, will we?" Arlissa was anxious about leaving the hospital for a long period of time with Granny so sick. 
"Oh,
 no! I promised I'd be back in a couple of hours, so we don't have long.
 We'll have to swear Harvey to keep mum about you being there."
The
 two stopped off at the nurses' station and left word that Arlissa would
 be back very soon; that she was going to the Hardware store, if they 
needed to reach her.
The
 team of women moved throughout the house, working steadily. They came 
to Granny's room, which didn't seem to have suffered as much damage as 
the rest of the house. Hetty noticed the drawers had been removed from 
the dresser, so she got busy picking up the clothing scattered over the 
floor. 
Con
 had apparently not cut Granny's clothing up as he did Arlissa's. Hetty 
had one of the other ladies hanging up the few dresses the old lady had 
that were lying all over as she picked them up.  Then, as she went on to
 the contents of the drawers, she noticed the rosewood box and picked it
 up. 
Curiously,
 she inspected it. She remembered her Aunt had owned one very much like 
it. Her dad had brought it back from some of his travels and her Aunt 
Lula had expressed an interest in having it. 
Hetty sat down on the edge of the bed, holding the box and remembering....
"Now, Hetty! You know you are not to play with my new rosewood box! I have told you, time and again!"
"But Auntie Loolie! I just want to look in it and hold it awhile," she had pled. "I promise, I won't hurt it any."
The
 memory was so very clear...she had dropped the box and had dented the 
corner of it. Her punishment was a trip to the woodshed. She could still
 feel the belt welts on her buttocks that her father had inflicted on 
her tender seven-year old skin.
Tears ran down her face and she quickly wiped them away and hid them, along with the memories. 
Now
 she gazed down at the box - she really wanted to look inside - but 
didn't know if she should. What kind of secrets could it hold? What 
juicy item would be at her disposal to share with others? 
Her conscience had never kept her from delving out nuggets  of titillating facts to use. 
Hmmm.
 Just as she was lifting the lid, Harvey's wife came in and asked if 
Hetty wanted to help in the kitchen. They were getting ready to tackle 
the icebox. 
Laying
 the box to one side, she got up and headed with Betty into the kitchen 
to clean in there. She looked back longingly at the box, and promised 
herself that it would not go unopened. 
After Arlissa had made her choices of paint, Harvey's wife took her back to the hospital. 
"Thank
 you so much for letting me choose the paint colors, Miz. Sanderson! I 
really appreciate what you ladies are doin' for us. Don't know how my 
Granny's gonna take it, but I'll explain to her what you told me about 
blessin's and all. I hope I can do it justice the way you told me. Like I
 said, she don't take too kindly to bein' a charity case. It was good of
 you to come get me, too."
Arlissa reached up and kissed Carla on the cheek ever so gently, then turned and headed for Granny's hospital room. 
"Hey, Granny! I see you're settin' up a little! You feelin' better, then?"
Granny picked up the ever present chalk board and wrote, "Where you been?"
"I went out a little while to get outdoors some."
"In this rain?" were the words that appeared next on the board.
"Oh,
 it ain't too bad, Granny. I needed some fresh air. I'll take you out 
when the rain clears up, so's you can get outta this buildin' some, 
too."
Arlissa
 had already decided not to broach the questions about her origins to 
Granny again. She would find out what she ached to know in some other 
way. The young woman didn't want to bring on another spell with Granny's
 heart. 
Little
 did she know that Granny didn't have all the answers. Only the woman 
who had been seen by Mildred, the Sheriff's secretary, talking to 
Alberto Donelli knew all the answers. 
The
 women finished cleaning the kitchen; there had been stuff splattered 
everywhere and they were tired. The painting was left to do, since Carla
 had only recently returned from town with it. It was way past 
lunchtime, so they decided to head back into town to the diner where 
Mildred had seen Donelli and the woman talking. 
The
 five women piled into the car driven by Hetty, since it was a Cadillac 
and would comfortably hold all of them. They put little Jan Hankins into
 the middle of the back seat. 
The
 ladies began chattering about what all they had gotten done during the 
morning. Hetty's mind, however, was on the rosewood box. She knew that 
quite often they were used to hold important papers and keep them away 
from prying eyes. Her curiosity was going to keep pinging away at her 
until she got a look at them. There had always been some kind of secret 
about the girl's parentage. She just bet herself that she could find out
 something from inside that box. 
Hmmm.
 Perhaps that Douglas boy had already looked inside it. She wanted to be
 the only one who knew whatever it held, other than Ms. Hinton, of 
course. 
She
 knew she was obsessing over that box, but she really needed to know 
what was in it. Perhaps she could look while the others were painting 
the walls. It would only take a minute or two. She had always had her 
suspicions about who the girl's father was. It was evident, wasn't it? 
Of course, there was a whole bunch of that family's boys and a couple of
 girls.
They
 all left the farm at an early age; couldn't get along with the old man,
 from what she heard. He beat them everytime they turned around, was the
 word in the town. Hmmm. Wonder if it was the old man? Nah...couldn't 
be. 
As
 Granny lay there, waiting for Arlissa to return to the hospital, her 
mind drifted back to the night she was awakened by someone knocking at 
the door. 
Her husband was sound asleep, but she had been lying there thinking about her daughter, Ellie. 
Where was she? What was she doing? Would she ever see her again?
Quickly,
 she arose from their bed and went to answer the door. It was raining 
and very cool. She had heard the old clock on the mantel strike two as 
she went through the house.
Opening the door a crack, she felt the breeze blowing through her flannel gown and shivered. 
"Yes? Who is it? Who are you? What are you doing here?"
"I come to get you. Yore daughter sent me. She needs you. Come quick! She said to hurry."
"Jist a minute. I gotta get my shoes on and a coat and a scarf for my head. I'm hurryin'!"
The woman stepped inside to wait; her red hair glistening with raindrops hung in clipped ringlets.
Granny
 remembered the long drive to the little house the woman had taken her 
to. It was difficult to see through the rain on the dark mountain roads.
 Fortunately, she could follow the tail lights of the woman's car. 
She
 hadn't seen her Ellie since they had the big argument over Ellie's 
wanton behavior with that fella she'd been seeing all those months 
before. Then she heard he'd up and joined the army, leavin' Ellie high 
and dry.
It had been at least seven or eight months since she'd heard from the girl. Now, her daughter wanted to see her.
When
 they finally arrived, they found another woman in attendance to 
Eleanor. It was a local midwife, sitting near the bed where Eleanor lay,
 with a tiny baby wrapped in a clean blanket lying next to her.
The midwife looked at Mrs. Hinton and shook her head in a negative manner. 
"Ma.
 This here is Arlissa, yore granddaughter. I want you and Pa to raise 
her for me, please. I ain't gonna make it. Ma, I want you to promise me 
you won't never tell her who her father is, or that she had a twin, who 
only lived a few minutes. You gotta promise me, or I'll never have 
rest."
"Where is the twin? Was it a boy or a girl?" Granny remembered asking the midwife.
"It
 was deformed and so I buried it yesterday afternoon, out under an old 
oak tree." The woman who had come to get her had told her that.
The midwife had then told Granny that Ellie had begun to hemorrhage and she didn't think Ellie was going to make it. 
"She
 is so small that the effort just took too much and she's not been 
eatin' good, I reckon. The babies took all the good outta the food she 
ate, left none for her. I don't hold out much hope for her to get outta 
bed, even."
"Ma..."
 Ellie's voice was weak. "He was a good man. He loved me, I know. He 
just said it wasn't gonna work out; his ma didn't like me none, and he 
was his Mama's boy. He didn't know about me goin' to have the baby. We 
ain't spoke in over six months and I heard he got married soon after we parted. We 
argued over his love of alcohol. He just said he couldn't see no problem
 in drinkin' a little. When he hit me, it was just the last straw."
"Oh, my Ellie! What am I ever gonna tell her when she begins askin' about her mama and daddy?"
"You
 can't never tell her who her pa is. She'd be so shamed. Jist don't tell
 her nothin'. You gotta promise me! If you love me, please? Don't tell 
her neither about havin' a twin birthed just before her. It'd just make 
her sad. One more thing, when you bury me, put up a marker for my other 
baby next to me."
"Well, Ellie, what if she figures it out on her own?"
"Do whatever you can to keep her from it, but if that happens, then you can tell her. You promise, Ma?"
"Yes, Ellie, God help me, I promise." 
Granny
 remembered then how her daughter's hand slipped from hers and with a 
wan smile, Eleanor Hinton drifted away into the long sleep. 
Granny
 had looked at the baby being held out to her and quietly took Arlissa 
Hinton into her arms and drew her close, tears dripping down onto the 
baby's face.
Granny wiped the tears from her eyes, remembering.
That was how Arlissa found her when she returned to the room. 
"What's wrong, Granny? Are you okay?"
The old lady nodded, giving her the twisted smile that was now so familiar to her.
"Somethin' has upset you!"
Granny
 just shook her head in denial. How could she ever explain to her 
granddaughter what had taken place... How she had been so deceived by 
her Granny. 
Granny picked up her slate and wrote, "Thinking about Gramps."  
Only
 Gramps had been told what Granny knew, and it had gone to the grave 
with him so many years ago. He, too, had felt great shame in what his 
daughter had done, but he loved Arlissa with a deep and fierce 
protective love.
He
 gave the girl the protection that a father would during the years he 
lived past her birth. He took her fishing with him. Granny complained he
 was turning her into a tomboy, but he just laughed at his wife and 
said, "A gal needs to learn to do these things jist like a boy does. 
After all, she ain't got no brothers."
Arlissa thought about Gramps as she sat quietly with her Granny, both of them remembering... 
Arlissa
 had learned to climb trees, and shoot marbles, and fish, even whittle a
 stick. Gramps and she had some wonderful times. Sometimes when they 
were fishing, she would ask him about her Ma. He would talk for awhile 
about how he had taught her ma the same things she was learning, but 
when she would ask what he knew about her Pa, he would say something 
like, "You know, if we keep talkin', the fish are gonna hear us and 
listen instead of bitin'."
She would say, "Oh, Gramps, you're talkin' silly, now."
Remembering brought Granny and Arlissa together in a sweet reverie. 
The
 ladies headed back to the Hinton farm, talking and laughing merrily; 
all but Hetty McReynolds - her mind was on the box and her lack of 
knowledge concerning the contents.  She intended to change that, 
however.
"Hetty, you're awful quiet. What's wrong?"
"I'm just keepin' my eyes on the road! You don't want us to go off it, do you?"
"Well, it's just that you're usually talking a mile a minute, 'n' nobody can get in a word edgeways."
"Ah,
 she's a plottin' somethin', is all!" One of the ladies joked and the 
others all laughed. Seems they really knew the woman. "Lookin' fer some 
kinda somethin' to gossip on."
"Myrtle,
 why don't you mind your own business. I reckon you know your husband 
sure likes lookin' at the young girls he keeps workin' around his 
office, runnin' errands fer him."
"Well!
 Since when did you have the right to criticize anybody's husband? I 
happen to know..." Myrtle stopped mid-sentence, not daring to continue. 
Being on the receiving end of Hetty's vitriolic gossip was not an 
enviable place. 
Carla piped up and said, "Say, have you all seen that new movie out at the Rialto? It is absolutely a thriller!"
They
 began chattering about the actors in the movie and the uneasiness left 
the automobile, but Hetty was not going to forget the stinging remarks 
made at her expense. They would pay! She would see to that. She knew her
 husband was not perfect, but he was basically a good man; he certainly 
helped a lot of people....
When
 they arrived  back at the farm, Hetty put on the smock she had been 
wearing earlier, and suggested they begin on Arlissa's room since it had
 been worst.
"Goodness!
 I just remembered! I forgot to finish picking up Granny's stuff and 
putting it away. I'll go do that right now, while you all get started on
 the painting." 
(To be continued) 
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So many questions.....how did things get so messed up?
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